A Delicate Mess​
I guess we can’t catch a break
Holding my breath at the bottom of a lake
Everybody has those days but for fuck’s sake
Time is theirs to take
Life’s what you make it
I don’t know what I made
You can’t say I didn’t try
You can't say I didn't try
You can’t say I...
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The guests we will leave behind
When our glasses are empty
But they still drink their wine
Can’t save the date for me another time
The belle of every ball
Destined to see nothing Of it all
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You can't say I didn't try
You can't say I didn't try
You can't say I...
Strung along like a knotted necklace
I’m a delicate mess
We all have choices, so do I
May be a burden all my life
Could be that I’ll just tragically die
Waiting for a white knight or the antichrist
If I could hear you now I’d blink
Drowning sounds of certainty as I sink
Under weight of fear and still I think
This never ending wrong
But tell me lately- who else is holding on
You can’t say I didn’t try
You can't say I didn't try
You can’t say I...
Strung along like a knotted necklace, baby
I’m a delicate mess
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We all have choices, so do I
May be a burden all my life
Could be that I’ll just tragically die
Waiting for a white knight or the antichrist
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We all have choices
Waiting for a white knight or the antichrist
High Tide
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The more we change our lives to stay the same
The more we lose ourselves along the way
Look for every freshly made new masquerade
Feeling lonely?
only hope it’s not too late
Ooh oh it moves slow
Like you know
High tide hits tonight
I know it’s the cause of a hurricane
It controls the moon; not the other way
It's just my obsession you wanna say
But you know me;
Show me another way
Why can’t we just be star-crossed lovers
Who won’t let it go because we love to suffer
Burning letters with too much luster
Lost for days it seems
We lie to save each other
Ooh oh it moves slow
Like you know
High tide hits tonight
I know it’s the cause of a hurricane
It controls the moon, not the other way
Is it my obsession that won’t go away
Do you know me?
You can’t show me another way
And when I jump
I know you’ll break my fall
Smash right through you
I’m your cannonball
Caving in your roof
Cracked windshield makes the call
Like it’s the proof
That we weren’t strong enough at all
You know you’re the cause if I’m a hurricane
It’s the truth that we’ll never say
You’re just my obsession
Never get away
You control me, own me, make me insane
Damaged Girls
Can an insane amount of short skirts
Hide my assets and bury this hurt
Always on this merry-go-round
Stained lips that never make a sound
And we don't cry anymore
It's always raining,
Always raining somehwere
Damaged girls are the ones
Who're too cool to care
Hey you, hey you,
Hey you, hey you
Are you broken, too?
Hey you, hey you,
Hey you, hey you
I'm all tape and glue
Feeling good didn't feel that great this time
I'm warm but still dead on the inside
I know it when I know it
Slurred eyes will blur the words
Of all the midnight poets
No one has ever heard
Always raining
Always raining somewhere
Damaged girls are the ones
Who're too cool to care
Hey you, hey you,
Hey you, hey you
Are you broken too?
(always raining, always raining)
Hey you, hey you,
Hey you, hey you
I'm all tape and glue
(always raining, always raining)
The Last Day
Oh no, you can't tell me anything
Nothing good happens at three
The hour when we convene
I suffer willingly
But in the midst of this breakdown
Still have room for you - my favorite sound
Turns out the end of the whole wide world
Was beautiful and loud
The sweet sound calling me by name
Is all I hear as I fall again
It gives pleasure to this pain
Til finally uncertainty
Collides with me in a final scream
The sounds of the ending
Oh no, you're not convincing me
I never wanted to leave
Got lost in my own dreams
But what's reality
In the midst of losing my mind
I still had room for one chorus line
Turns out the sound at the end of time
Is fucking beautiful
The sweet sound calling me by name
Is all I hear as I fall again
It gives pleasure to this pain
Til finally uncertainty
Collides with me in a final scream
The sounds of the ending
Oh, here we go again
It always comes in these waves
Oh, heating me up just to
Freeze me out the next day, next day
Oh, can we just pretend to try
I see it in your eyes
No way to get it back
I turn it up - the next track, next track
It never gets easier
It just becomes familiar
It doesn't feel like any certain day
But I know someway
It's the last day (last day)
It's the last day (last day)
It's the last day (last day)
I just push play
Ever Enough
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In the darkness
I run from you
If something's in the air
I am too stupid to care
I leave it up to you
I bore me
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I wanted a life
It was never enough
I wanted a life
It was never enough
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In the darkness
I reach for you
The feeling of your lips
The tremble of that kiss
The magic no one touched
Before you
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In the darkness
You reform me
The tender brush of skin
Soft in places no one's been
You let me take you in
Take all I can
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In the dakrness
I adore you
Playing truth or double dare
Your beauty tumbles everywhere
I'm waiting for the night
To own you
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I wanted a life
It was never enough
I wanted a life
It was never enough
Song 5 Never Dies
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Everyday is a holiday
When you're far away from what you know
The street lights always find me
The stop lights blind me
Flashing cherry red light show
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I pour my heart out just for you
But tell me, what good does it do?
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I'm an island in the sea
In some star-eyed ego glow
Could you get lost, although it
Won't let you control it
Walk a fine line fashion show
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And I'm feeling high, I can't deny (oh my god)
We delight it, don't fight it, X marks the spot
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Try as we might, we won't survive
But this song will never die
We cut and we bruise, all we've been through
But this song goes on without you
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Will we know in the end if it was more than pretend
Just a another postcard you never sent
It's on the tip of my tongue, I wanna scream out and run
On my hands and my knees just begging
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Say something, come and find me
Say something beautiful too
Say something, don't remind me
Say something that will get me through
Into Oblivion
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Forget the past by moving so fast
I'm a runaway, so find your seat
Fly by the night, so buckle up tight
Now we're speeding faster than light
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Oh no we're coming apart again
Painted smiles and sainted hearts
Oh no start your engines, gentlemen
Countdown starts
Brilliant sparks
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We're going down escaping this town
Can't see anything in front of me
It's on your mind, just out of my sight
Coming on now faster than light
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Oh no we're coming apart again
Painted smiles and sainted hearts
Oh no start your engines, gentlemen
Countdown starts
Brilliant sparks
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No wrong or right to get beyond
The stars don't shine if passion's gone
Into oblivion
We meet on high but leave so low
We travel to the great unknown
Into oblivion
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Faster than light you're moving on
I'm moving too, I'll soon be gone
Into oblivion
Forget the light, it never shone
The skies at night will lead me home
Into oblivion
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Oh no we're coming apart again
Painted smiles and sainted hearts
Oh no start your engines, gentlemen
Countdown starts
Brilliant sparks​​​​​​